Wednesday, January 19, 2005

PATHETIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There is nothing worse then a pathetic man!!!!

My ex wonders all time why I stopped having sex with him, why I don’t like to be close anymore, why I pulled away from him, why I know longer what him?

Well here is a really good example as to why I am the way that I am…yesterday I took the day off from work because my uncle passed away over the weekend so before the funeral I wanted to do some laundry. And of course I need my ex to watch my daughter and of course he choose to forget about me. When he finally does decided to show up I went about my business with out a care in the world because I know that what he wants is for me to get pissed and start an argument with him which I refuse to give him the satisfaction.

I realize after he leaves my house that my dresser looks a little odd (I may be a messy person but I can always tell when someone touches my shit.) Well, he stole my vibrator!!!! And in his rush to steal it with out getting caught he left his checkbook behind. So when I called him to inform him that he left his checkbook I also told him that I knew that he stole my vibrator; which he than assumed that I went looking for it because I want to use it at that moment.

Come on give me a break I was in the middle of doing laundry I’m not that horny to stop and pleasure myself in the middle of load. I’ll stop for sex but to play with myself. He’s just that stupid; he’s also so stupid that he had the nerve to tell me that I betrayed with my vibrator!!!

Of all the stupidest things…(NOTE HE BOUGHT ME THE DAMN THING FOR ME). In his imaginary world I must play with myself everyday all day.

So I simply told to him to keep it and have a good time with it!!!

The first time we broke up he accused me of having an affair in my mind because of a story that I wrote. (Damn I Must Be Good) And it wasn’t even something that I was trying to hiding from him but he just wasn’t interested in reading it when I gave it to him to read he only want to read it after he had to snooping for it.

I stopped having sex with my ex because the relationship has been and always will be one sided and instead of him looking at himself and asking himself if maybe I have a problem with him instead he finds fault and jealousy in every aspect of my life; My Jobs, My Writing, My Friends even the Books I read.
How can you find someone attractive or sexy if they can’t trust you or appreciate your interests?

TO MY EX:“HEY JERKIE STOP GOING THROUGH MY SHIT AND MAYBE WE WON’T HAVE AS MANY PROBLEMS. DIDN’T YOU LEARN YOUR LESSON WHEN YOU READ MY JOURNALS!!!!!!!!!!! NOSY BASTARD! WHAT ARE GOING TO DO CUT OFF MY HANDS NEXT!!!”

3 comments:

Mica said...

:) I know what you mean. That's why I titled this one PATHETIC ;)

Don't get me wrong I was super pissed yesterday but he didn't know it but I got over it quickly...as soon as I went on-line and order a better one. ; )

Mica said...

LOL ; )

Mica said...

LOL ; ) So when am i going to start reading about you :)