Sunday, February 06, 2005

I'd Be An Idiot To Look Back

As I look at my broken door right now I still feel a little disappointed and hurt as crazy as that sounds. There was this small part of me deep down inside that hoped that he had changed. That he wasn’t he same man that he keeps showing me. But he is still the same man that insults me and calls me names and has no respect. I have to remind myself to stop feeling soft for him because he sure as hell doesn’t feel any softness for me. I guess I’m not such a “Male Bashing Wanta BE Lesbian” after all.

I am pissed the he thinks that I am slut because I got a call back from a bar and it just happened to be a strip club. Now I am a slut who has a million men in an out of her apartment.(his words not mine) I can’t deal with him anymore and to be honest I really don’t want to either.

The sucky thing is that now he will play dirty! Here we go court!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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