Thursday, May 19, 2005

I AM FEELING A LITTLE BLUE TODAY

I got some bad news today...I found out that the woman that raised me, that loved me know matter what I did has Stage 4 Bone Cancer.

My grandmother has been my rock my whole life. Now she doesn't look sick nor does she have any of the symptoms which is very good because with the exception of this she is as healthy as a horse.

I adore my grandmother and this whole thing is pissing me off; it's not fair I still haven't gotten over my grandfather's passing yet.

I thank God that my daughter was too young to understand but miss him she did. Even though she was only 2 when he passed you could see it in her eyes her looking for him and she would stair at his picture on the wall in awe.

My little girl is so close to my grandmother like I was when I was a little girl.

3 comments:

Zetirix said...

I understand how you feel... I wish I knew what to say, but it's how life goes. I've lost 3 relatives in 6 months, an aunt, an uncle, and my only grandmother. She was there for me when I was growing up as well... I guess sometimes your rock sinks and you have to learn how to swim on your own...

- Z

Mica said...

Thank you Z ; )

Zetirix said...

I try.

- Z