Thursday, May 12, 2005

STUPID IS AS STUPID DOES

He must really think that I am stupid or just to best simple about things he has no respect for me!!!!! It really is that simple. My house guest from hell is staying with me because he landed himself into some trouble with the law. Which when that happened wasn’t the reason why he started staying with me. His personal legal problems don’t mean shit to me. But it’s what happened two days before he got arrested which is why I opened my door to him. I mentioned a while ago the he is a big baby and one day he was having a temper tantrum and kicked in my front door. I called the cops and 3 months later yes 3 moths later they come knocking on my door to arrest him two days after he arrested for some stupid drug thing. Now this is how stupid the cops in my neighborhood are why knock on my door when he wasn’t living there and said so on the report.
So since he has been staying here he’s slept in our daughter’s room on the floor because neither I or our little one is giving up one of our beds not for him. So the whole time he’s been here he has been telling me how broke he is and how he can’t ever afford his apartment. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH.
Well one night he walked into my house drunk and cranky. He throws his jacket on my living room sofa. There was something inside me that told me to look in his pockets. And as sure as shit I found a big bag of weed and a knot of money. What a lying piece of shit I know what he thinks that if he stays here long enough I’ll fall weak to him and give in and sleep with him. Well he has another thing coming and he truly needs to be taught a lesson. I am just not sure how. I do know that I am sure tired of always fighting with him it’s unhealthy for my daughter and for me as well.
But honestly he is truly stupid if he thought I wasn’t going to find out. And the real pitiful thing about him is that he still to this day hasn’t figured out that it is all the lying that he’s done over the years that was part of the reason and one of the biggest problems which was the result of our demise. Nine years later and he still doesn’t get. That is why I say a lesson needs to be taught.

4 comments:

Zetirix said...

You know, if he's bringing illegal drugs into the presance of your daughter, you need to call the authorities about that. That's a little too far in my books...

- Z

Mica said...

Never in my home what he had on him wasn't a lot it's just that he shouldn't have it at all.

And taking control is were my problem lies.

Mica said...

Besides you tell me how do you send your daughter's father to jail. It's a huge guilt trip and not on his part it's on my part. His main problem is that he a BIG LIAR and mine is that I am TOO SOFT HEARTED!!!!

Zetirix said...

The way I see it, either you do something to keep him away, or it'll only get worse, I've seen it between friends and roomies alike. You sound as if you still have feelings for him... I think if you can't at least send him up the river a time, maybe check out some rehab clinics or something.

- Z