Wednesday, November 30, 2005

MY MIND IS SPINNING

And this what I meant the other day when I said "stress and worry are my wall that keeps the life that see in my dreams so clear and negative thoughts and wishes are the beams that keep it standing"

There is this part of me that feels like MR. JERK-OFF is home with his witch of a mother (I mean that literally not figuratively) sit there together sending negitve thoughts to me.

I PRAY FOR MORE STRENGTH BECAUSE I KNOW THEY SAY WHAT DOESN'T KILLYOU MAKES YOU STRONGER. I JUST WANT PEACE!!!!!!

4 comments:

AnnaC said...

I have been reading your blog for a while, but I am not sure if I have ever left you a note...

I hope you don't think is over-stepping the bounds, but I wondered if you have read "The Four Agreements" by Don Miguel Ruiz?

It is a short book that really helped me to gain perspective.

You are obviously a very STRONG woman with a huge heart. The issue about good triumphing over evil is that we can only control ourselves and our reactions. We cannot change others, we can only insulate ourselves from their negativity by gaining perspective. That is, noting what we can control, controlling that, and then letting them wallow in their negativity ALONE.

Know that even when I don't send a comment I am sending you LOVE, SUPPORT and POSITIVE reinforcement.

Wish I could be there to give you a hug, but this virtual one will have to stand. I firmly believe you have all the resources you need to take yourself where you want to be. Believe.

Mica said...

oh my God you made my night thank you. Your words realy made me feel better.

Thank you for the hug!!!!

Hope to hear from you soon

AnnaC said...

I am so glad that the words helped. I have been feeling a little out of sorts myself. I keep trying to throw good stuff out to the universe, but you never know when your arrow hits its mark...

Zetirix said...

I haven't heard from you in awhile, just wondering if you're still sane, and if you are, happy holidays.

- Z