MY MIND IS FILLED WITH THOUGHTS AND WORRIES

I have been doing a lot of think lately and a lot of journal writing…of the things that I have to do and the things that I need to do. And there is one thing that keeps on haunting me, and that is NEGATIVE thoughts.

I feel like people are wishing that I fail that, I fall flat on my face. I strongly believe that I was put on this earth to be a writer. So how do you block the negative thoughts????

I am feeling a little better but to be honest I am still feeling like I am still not on solid ground yet and that’s because I haven’t my extra income. I know that as soon as I get under control and all the court shit out of the way I will feel whole of a lot better.

I just have to keep reminding myself two things:
Good things come to those who wait.
It’s never to late to be me

THE 4 THINGS I NEED TO DO!!!!!
GET MY LISENCE (PERMIT BY MY B-DAY 9-10)
GET A SECOND JOB (A.S.A.P)
FINISH WITH ALL THIS COURT CRAP (BEFORE THE BABY’S B-DAY 8-27)
FINISH MY BOOK (A.S.AP.)