CHANGES

Proving my father and my bed-buddy wrong is something I am really looking forward it. But was I am really looking forward to is proving to myself that I can anything I set my mind to.

I know that people need other people but I absolutely hate relying people especially when it’s those two.

So that is one of my New Year Resolutions:

1.) Stop relying on my father and my bed-buddy so much
2.) I must surround myself with people that with people that not just believe in me people that never say quit or die.

I will keep my list going as the month of January keeps it going. I will finish my complete on the last day of January.

I am not going to my quitting my little cigarette problem as a resolution it’s a bad habit that I started up again like 5 months ago.

And finishing my book isn’t a resolution either because I am a writer and if I expect to get paid for it I have to do what I have to do to get what I want.

But I have been thinking about is my Brooklyn-Boy… I think that really turned me on about him is the fact that he is a clean slate. He knows nothing of past and as nothing to do with MR. JERK-OFF except the fact that he recorded our conversation once. SICK I KNOW!

All I know for sure is that 2006 is a year of endless possibilities and I plan on taking advantage of as many of them as possible.