THE COUNT DOWN HAS BEGUN

Well I finally hauled my lazy ass to family court to file my papers against the JERK-OFF. And to be honest I hated being there. I was there for 6 hours and I am not exaggerating either. 6 FUCKEN LONG AS HOURS and the whole time I was there my haterd for the JERK-OFF grew more and more.

And believe it or not it looks like MR. JERK-OFF is going to get 5 years probation for the drug charge in Westchester. Can you believe it??? It's like the man (and I use the word man loosely) stepped in shit!!!!

When I found out that he was only going to get 5 year probation I knew that I was going to have a fight on my hands what with court and everything...and that is why I say that the COUNT DOWN HAS BEGUN!!!!

I have 22 more days until my birthday and 24 more days until I have to go back to court. And in that time I have to get my MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT ready for the fight. I have to be smarted and ready for anything because I know that he will try and fight dirty and break me; make me a reck. I will not let that happen to me again.

I wrote in my journal the other day that if there is one thing that I wil make sure that my daughter learns is this "IF THERE IS SOMETHING IN LIFE SHE WANT SHE IS GOING TO HAVE TO STAND UP AND GET IT BECAUSE NOTHING WILL BE HANDED TO HER!!!!"

MY STRENGTH WILL KILL THIS MAN (again loosely using the term Man)