I AM SOOO SICK OF HIM TIRED OF HIM EVEN EXISTING

There isn't a day that doesn't go by that I am not reminded me of the shit head his is. I was getting my daughter ready this morning to go to my grandmother's house...you know getting her dolls together and stuff. And I go in to her bookbag I find two birthday cards from her dad both saying she is the love of his life and he will never love anyone as much as he loves her. But he'll torture her love ya that's really love.

Can you believe that that he actually believes that he has more of a part of bring our daughter into the world then me? Like the little bit of sperm that he released that night is way greater then having a human being inside you growing then pushing them out.

THE MAN ( MAN BEING USED LOOSELY) IS NUTS!!!!!!

To be honest I am really really tired of being broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There really isn't any help out there for single mothers and the dead beat dads out there. Like I really don't understand why they have any rights when they won't take care of there responsiblities and the mother is left to struggle on her own.



Every time I hear this song it makes me feel better so I thought I'd share it. I wish that I could play it for you


"Through With You"
By: Maroon 5

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do I
called to let you know I'm through with you


Oh an on a happier note the interview that I did for Latina magazine well I got a quote in. I know it's just a quote but still it put a smile on my face!!!! : )