Tuesday, July 26, 2005

MY MIND IS FILLED WITH THOUGHTS AND WORRIES

I have been doing a lot of think lately and a lot of journal writing…of the things that I have to do and the things that I need to do. And there is one thing that keeps on haunting me, and that is NEGATIVE thoughts.

I feel like people are wishing that I fail that, I fall flat on my face. I strongly believe that I was put on this earth to be a writer. So how do you block the negative thoughts????

I am feeling a little better but to be honest I am still feeling like I am still not on solid ground yet and that’s because I haven’t my extra income. I know that as soon as I get under control and all the court shit out of the way I will feel whole of a lot better.

I just have to keep reminding myself two things:
Good things come to those who wait.
It’s never to late to be me

THE 4 THINGS I NEED TO DO!!!!!
GET MY LISENCE (PERMIT BY MY B-DAY 9-10)
GET A SECOND JOB (A.S.A.P)
FINISH WITH ALL THIS COURT CRAP (BEFORE THE BABY’S B-DAY 8-27)
FINISH MY BOOK (A.S.AP.)

11 comments:

Mica said...

I know that none of my needs will be met unless I make them happen.

Ed said...

Just keep going and things will work out for you.

Jaycei said...

I came to your blog because of a recent visit to NYC where I totally became obsessed with the City in less than three days. I live in a SMALL town in Indiana where I am sometimes so frustated with my surroundings I could pull my hair out. I would love to hear more about the way you live in the city. Do you take the subways to get around? How can you afford it being a single momma and all? I could not believe the price difference.

I relate to you as a mother, and have been through a similar relationship in my past. Although it only lasted two years, I had a daughter out of it who is 8. It definetly makes it harder when the jackasses are a hinder instead of a help.

Keep going, you are stronger than you know.

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