I haven't written much because my mind has been too frazzled. Last Friday the JERK-OFF picked up my daughter from my grandmother's house and when the JERK-OFF dropped her off at she had come back upset and saying that she couldn't stay at my Grandma's house I had no idea what he had told her all I knew was that he told her something that made her very emotional that when I spoke to her she was telling that her head hurt and stomach too. When I spoke to her she honestly very emotional. And I knew that it was him but I couldn't get it out of her she didn't to talk in front of my grandmother either .
But on Saturday she was fine and very happy to go to my mother's house. It was on Sunday that my daughter finally spilled the beans andshe told me "Grandma doesn't like me." When I asked her who said that she wouldn't answer so I sat her down and told how much every one loved her including Grandma. And how much Grandma loves having her there.
And he did all this because he got wind of the fact that I was going to go out with my sister for her friend's B-Day. So he was basically mind fucking his 6 year old daughter. When I spoke to my daughter on Friday she soooo upset there was no way I could have gone out and had a good time.
He is a big piece of shit and I hate so much my daughter was soo upset that she didn't even want to talk him all weekend (on the phone).
He also told her not to tell me because Mommy will be mad her.
It gets better then I have my ASSHOLE of a brother in law have the nerve tell me on Saturday that he needs to talk to me about the JERK-OFF but it was my sister's birthday night so the last thing I wanted to was talk the JERK and all the crap he putting me and my daughter through. Now it's not even like I talk to my sister's husband honestly I can't stand him. So for him to think that he could have a heart to heart with me he stupid for thinking he could. So I told him that tonight was not the time to talk about the JERF-OFF but he then tells me that he doesn't care and that we are talking tonight so I told him that I simply wouldn't go out with them that night (even thought I was the one that set everything up) he said fine. So I hung up on him and called my younger sister to tell her I wasn't going of course she was pissed then everyone started to fight.
It was one fucked up weekend not to mention that I haven't gotten my child support and now I don't have the money to pay my rent this month $1000.00.
I am trying not to get depressed and keep a positive attitude but it's so hard.
I will say this that JERK-OFF did the worse thing trying to brainwash my daughter now I will do everything in my power to have the courts keep him away from her. FUCK HIM HE DOESN'T DESERVE A GREAT KID LIKE MY LITTLE GIRL!!!! I WOULD RATHER STAY BROKE THEN EVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH AGAIN!!!
I know that HATE is a strong word but I ABSOLUTELY HATE THAT MAN AND I HOPE HE GOES TO JAIL OR JUST DISAPPEARS FOREVER, MY DAUGHTER WILL BETTER OFF WITH OUT HIM IN HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!