I have spent far too much time paying attention to what my JERK-OFF houseguest wants and needs (because that's just me I am just a softy at heart). And to be honest that has always been my problem; like my Blogger Buddy "Z" I am too nice and true to life some time the nice guy does finish last but that's because we don't play dirty like the bad guys do. We actually care about people and there feelings.
And I know that there is nothing I can do about my heart because it will always go out to those I care about even those they my not deserve it but it's high time I put myself first!!!!!
Shit everyone else does and so should I.
There is no way that MR. JERK-OFF and I will ever get back together and my gut tells me that he will never change no matter how nice he tries to be to me.
The fact of the matter is the he has never had any respect for my writing or for my mind for the matter and as the years go on I loss more and more respect for him.
So I have to get back and again as my Blogg buddy "Z" said "Shit or get off the Pot" if I want my novel to get pick up by birthday.
It's about me now!!!!!!