And I swear that is so true; yesterday when I was typing up my entry I was feeling a little vulnerable ; beaten. But today I am feeling a whole hell of a lot better I feel much more in control.
Now my mind is going crazy thinking of ways that I can make some extra money; so that me and my daughter can have a fun summer without me having to be away from her the whole day. I know that I will figure this out in time until then I am just going to keep writing and I HAVE TO, HAVE TO, HAVE TO start working again just in case I do have to start bartending again I need the body again.
I made an appointment for myself for the doctor so I can get a physical and next is the OBGYN I haven’t gone since I turned 30 and I will be 31 in 2 ½ - 3 months. And those things are on my list to do before I turn 31 that and finishing my book. WOW time flies. I have to get cracken.