Monday, September 04, 2006
MEN ARE NUTS
I believe that some were along the way the men that I know and get involved with loss their mind. Maybe it’s something I do, or say or maybe a smell I give off but they all seem to loss their mind.
I just got my idiot ex off my back and got him to start acting normal and now I have to deal with my idiot bed buddy going crazy. Well, I’ll say this much I will not!!!!
It started on Friday night…
I told him on about two months ago that I needed sometime to think. And all the fighting we did didn’t help me to think things through. I need sometime; with no sex and no fighting. The whole idea pissed him off but I didn’t care I needed it. Well that’s when he decided to start calling my cell phone and house phone at all hours of the night and leave me a million text messages. It was soo bad that my cell phone got disconnected because I went over on my text messaging minutes and couldn’t pay for them. And in away I didn’t mind cause he was driving me crazy!!!!. Then one night he showed up at my front door unannounced. Well that was a big NO, NO. He didn’t know if my daughter was home or not and considering I never let him hang out in my house when my daughter was home…what the hell made him think that I was going to let him so that we can get into a fight with her home.
(Well she wasn’t home but it was the principal of him not knowing if she was home or not)
I felt like he was suffocating me. So rather then me just taking time I just told him that I didn’t want to talk to him anymore. Well like two months have passed and I hadn’t heard anything, which for me was great. Then about a week ago I got an email from him tell me that a mutual friend of ours was getting married. Now I would have loved to have gone to the wedding but I couldn’t for a few reasons:
1. the business I’m starting is mostly on the weekends so I can’t.
2. I don’t want to go with someone who is just going to fight with me or just sit and sulk.
3. I don’t have the money to go and buy a dress and shit like that.
4. and going with him would lead him on and I’m not for that.
So I said no, which in I ended up getting a week’s worth of calls and text messages again. Asking me things like how could I not care anymore? How can I go from seeing him to not seeing him? Crap like that.
Then Friday night he showed up again at my house with me inviting him. I must have told him a million times that him being this pushing is a BIG TURN OFF!!!!! And him being so pushy isn’t going to get me back either.
Like I said before the men I know are all nuts!!!!!!!!!