Thursday, June 08, 2006
PEOPLE PISSED OFF
Well I spoke to mother last night and really I love my mother but she can really piss me off. She has just figured out that I have no way of paying my bills this month because of the freeze on my account.
“Duh, lady why the hell do you think I lost my mind on Saturday!”
She pisses me off
I woke up this morning to 3 text messages. And they read:
“All jokes aside you are the best friend I ever had. What I’m saying is difficult for you to understand but you were always there for me even through the worst you’ll always understand me more then my own mother. I don’t care what happens to me in life. I will always be grateful for you.”12:37 am
Now can anyone guess who that was from? MR. JERK-OFF. Now it’s crap like that, that really pisses me off. And the reason why it pisses me is because the only one he has to blame for this shit not working out between him and I is himself!!!!!
I stood by that man’s side and wanted to believe in him so badly but all he could was disappoint me time and time again.
At least his words don't have the same effect on me!!!
The sad part about this whole thing is that deep down inside he really does think he means the even more sadder is the fact that no matter what he says or what he thinks it will never change him. He never loved me that much. Just a fact.