Tuesday, June 06, 2006
SOMETIMES I JUST DON’T GET IT
The past couple of days have been something that to be honest I am still wondering if I am a sleep. Now I haven’t been able to blog because my laptop isn’t hooked up to the Internet and my PC can be such a pain in the ass.
So I went to court the other day and it’s looking like this whole court thing might come to end very soon. So after that I have just been feeling like a huge weight being lifted. MR. JERK-OFF picked up my daughter from school on Friday (as per the courts) and we saw each and all went well. He dropped her off on Saturday so I was able to sleep late; which is something that rarely happens. So once I finally get up and head out into the world so I can go to the bank so that I can get money for the week. I also had a weekend filled with plans drinks with one girlfriend on Saturday night and brunch with another on Sunday. But after the bank fate had other plans for me…cause all my money has been frozen by some company for a credit card that I don’t even own. I don’t even own a debt card and the amount is $2000.00.
And all anyone could tell me (my mom, dad, grandmother ex) “What are you getting upset for?”
HELLO WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT I AM GETTING UPSET FOR?????? MY RENT IS IN THERE MY CABLE, MY PHONE BILL & CELL PHONE, MY MONEY TO GET TO WORK. THAT MY WHOLE PAY HOW CAN I NOT BE UPSET.
But I must say that the thing that kills me the most is the fact (with the exception of my grandmother) my parents haven’t even asked “Mica how are you getting to work? Do you have money to get to work?”
Considering I told them on Saturday that I only had $4.00 to my name.
And with all the crap I go through I still believe that happened for a reason…what it is I have no idea but there is a reason.
Maybe it’s to teach me I really can’t rely on family. Who knows?
I know what I am going to do for next month for money stop my direct deposit it’s this month I have no idea what I am going to do.