Wednesday, April 12, 2006
I found last night that my bed-buddy’s uncle pasted away ( I knew him too). I fell bad that he died. And I feel bad that my bed- buddy and I where fight yesterday. Now don’t get me wrong I am still pissed at him deep down inside but I can put my anger aside to go to the wake. And I will let this fight die for the time being but there is no way I am going to let go what he said to me.
But in light of his uncles death it got me thinking of life and how I am living mine. And I love my life with all the crap that is in it God help me but I still love it. It’s mine and I wouldn’t change any of the bad for the world…it made me…ME.
But there are things that I want to do to change it and to be honest the only one that can anything about that is me.
And it’s as simple as life is to short to settle!
The past three days I have been watching Oprah and on Monday she had Pink on talking about our girls today and how they are turning into “STUPID GIRLS” and then yesterday and today it’s been about “OUR SCHOOLS” and it got me thinking about my daughter and what she needs. And the first thing she needs is me to do more. Yes I do homework with her and extra reading and math but I feel like I need to do more. And I think it starts with me!