I talked early about how my bed-buddy is Mr. Negativity says there are things that I can not do. Well I just got off the phone with my sister earlier and I was telling about how my mother is so forgetful and hard she can make things. Basically I need a new lap top cause my old one…which is like from the 80’s or something like that and it’s as heavy as hell. So my mother tells me that her friend can get me a new lap top from Dell for only $250 so who would pass on that deal. Well that was three weeks ago and I have been told every week next week. So now I don’t want to wait for her friend…who by the way I don’t know. So I told her to take my $250 back and put it towards and I’ll pay the monthly bill after that.
Now here is where my sister comes in she doesn’t get why I still do things like that with my mother when she one usually over charges me, loses that bill& forgets to tell me when the bill comes in. And why don’t I take the money and start fixing my credit and just do it myself.
So I basically told that it is going to take a lot more then $20 a month to fix my credit and I NEED the lap top. I believe now is my time to invest in self considering no one else has. If I don’t believe in my writing who will. Really?!
MY mistake was talking to my sister about it.